im >> br0ken heart gurL..

   I put my heart int0 all dat i wanted wif u n u showed me tyme n tyme agn dat im n0t w0rth de sacrifice..U won't really miz me until im ....GONE!!! Sometymes i wish i was a little kid agn..Until diz moment,i nver undrstood h0w hard it was 2 lose smthg u bcoz my hrt is taken by u,br0ken by u,n n0w it in a pieces all bcoz 0f u!!


   Wat do u do wen d 0ne wh0 br0ke ur heart is d 0nly 0ne wh0 can fix it????

Itz better 2 b aLone,den living wif a broken heart. .

 i hatE myse|f 4 being a diSsapPointEd!!

    

im Hurting!

 I honestly dunt know y im still here…I dunt know watz keeping me here…y hv i not ended it yet?…Im so sick of feeling diz way…I want 2 cry,i want 2 scream,i want 2 stop de pain,i want 2 cut myself until de physical pain drowns out d emotional.I want it over! I want diz pain 2 end!!

 I worry so much wif wat im going through..I want 2 b more open wif how im feeling…but smething inside me is keeping me from doing so.I juz want 2 hug some1 n cry until i feel btter…I cant do either…I haven’t had a gud cry in a long tyme…I dunt think i even rmmber how.I juz want de pain 2 go away…people keep telling me im a strong person but i dunt c it. If they REALLY knew me they would know dat isn’t true.Im tired of faking a smile,a laugh, dat evrything is ok wen im being held 2gether by cheap tape dat is barely doing de job.Im afraid 2 trust any1,i dunt trust myself n itz very hard 4 me 2 trust others…

 Each year my sadness grows even more n i bcome even more broken inside…i juz want it over!!!…I hv nthing keeping me here…I know dat i stil hv 2 deal wif evrything else dat pains me,i wish i wasn’t alive…I want de pain 2 stop!!!….I want 2 cry….I want it all over!!!…but…I never get my way…L

im stil alone..

I need a boy...a true guy,1 who looks real tough...But won’t mke me cry.I need dat  kind guy who Understnds...N even wen He’s wif his friends he stil says..."baby,hold my hand..’’

I look around n all i c is couples... skinny blonde wif some tall dark muscular guy..holding her tight... stealing kisses wen they think no 1 is watching...wen is it my turn? God, how i wish i could be her...God, how i would gv my evrything 2 b her..juz 4  1day...juz  4 1hour...1second..juz  4  1kiss... juz  2  b held..juz 2 know dat some1 is there...2  know dat some1  cares... 2 know dat some1  could care abt me as much as they do abt all de skinny blondes..

Wat i need 2 find, is some1  2 hold me tight...

Wat i mean is i want 2 be somebody's somebody...

Some1's some1...some sweetheart’s sweetheart …

I wanna b dat 1…

Some1  faithful  2 some1  faithful... some1  kind 2 some1  kind 2 me

Somebody  2  somebody who loves me..

I need a man dat'll treat me gud....not like these lil boys dat claim they could..

im sick of these little boys

n  de games dat they play

either  u want me or u dunt

bounce or stay

Single..sexy..free to flirt...

wanna b  in love...dunt wanna get hurt

I love de whole flirting around,being wif  ur gurls,an independent woman

but I wouldn’t mind holding hands.Going on dates.

Being his girl..

Yah i know it might seem like i need love

But in diz world

Every1 who falls in love

Falls apart..

Stil getting hurt over n over agn.No more stressing n obsessin.From now on im having fun n refusing 2  gv my heart 2 any1.Yeah im alone,but i dunt need epy couples walking down de hall togther 2  remind me..

im not a girl dat thinks a guy is d answer

im juz tired of being alone..

Juz once i wanna b de gurl datz hard 2 walk away from..

im tired of not being enough..not being some1’s once in a lifetime...

all i wnt is a guy 2 hold me,kiz me,n look at me n say 'I love u' n actually mean it…

i feel like no 1 wants me or dat im not

even there wen it comes 2 me liking some1

they juz dunt seem 2 care

i juz want dat 1prson dat can make me smile wen im crying

dat wil laugh at my jokes even wen they’re not funny

make me feel like im d only person in my world

n if some1 says something abt me he’ll stick up 4 me

i juz want dat 1person dat i can love

n he’ll love me wif all his heart

im so sick of being single...i need a guy

2 hold me tight wen i start 2 cry

i need a guy datz nice n so damn fine 

So i can tell my gurlfriends... "Yup,he's mine!"

Sometymes i wnt some1  2  juz hold me wen i need it.Not a hug,but juz hold me,u know? I need some1  2 actually love me 4 once in my life..

I dunt wanna b everything 2  every1...

But I'd like 2 b something 2 some1...

d only n only thing i want right now

is 2 find a guy who likes me 4 me

a guy who isn’t afraid 2 act like himself around me

n  4  me 2 be able 2 act like myself around him

some1 2  cuddle wif  n mke me feel wanted

some1  2  love..n some1  2  love me..

I need a boy who would let me cry on his shoulder

hold me until itz all over

pick my head up n kiz me

n say “I Love You No Matter What

And Everything Will Be Ok”

Im convincing myself, YES i’ll find some1  new,i won’t b alone,n i won’t b wif  u.U’re waiting 4 me 2 crawl back 2 ur side,but no…NOT DIZ TYME!. Im keeping my pride..So gd bye 4eva,i’ll be on my way, itz going 2 take tyme, but i’ll  b Ok...Daa